Vidhatri's Oasis
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
Presence
The first day I saw you I was enthralled by your beauty. I thanked God for choosing me to be the one for you. Never knew that I was so lucky, if not you wouldn’t have come into my life. I could see my life slowly changing. Your presence made me feel so comfortable and very happy. I wondered what mystical powers you had within you that made sure even while I was walking through the roughest paths of my life, you walked along with me with so much ease and made me feel as if I was walking through a bed of roses .I know you noticed the pride on my face when I introduced you to my friends. Why not, you have been the reason for my unique identify.
Every thought, every emotion, every move, every moment I could feel your presence around me. Sometimes may be I took your presence for granted .I remember instances when I used to burden you with all my problems but even then you never complained. I sometimes used to be so happy that I danced around and you made sure you enjoyed my happiness by dancing along with me. We went round and round the room dancing with the jarring music around us. You moved so graciously with each step of mine that I didn’t want to stop dancing along with you. With the same grace you danced your way into my heart from the first day I saw you, but till now never have you tried to make me dance to your tunes. I loved that about you because you always respected my decisions.
I am really happy now. I want to dance around. But why are you not ready to dance with me? Why do you refuse now? I know that past few days I have really burdened you with lots of problems. I just forced it on you leaving you with no choice. I know I shouldn’t have done what I did yesterday with you. I shouldn’t have hit you. But, I was so angry, so frustrated with life. In that madness I didn’t know what I was doing. I couldn’t show my frustration in my office. So when I came back home, I showed it on you. I know nowadays I am taking you for granted but maybe I got this feeling because I assumed that your presence will always be there around me. I never thought about you but always thought about myself because I just assumed that no matter what, you will be there for me. I am sorry. Please don’t get annoyed. You’re precious to me. Don’t leave me alone. You aren’t even ready to let me mend it up. Oh dear!!! Can I get a better slipper than you?
Every thought, every emotion, every move, every moment I could feel your presence around me. Sometimes may be I took your presence for granted .I remember instances when I used to burden you with all my problems but even then you never complained. I sometimes used to be so happy that I danced around and you made sure you enjoyed my happiness by dancing along with me. We went round and round the room dancing with the jarring music around us. You moved so graciously with each step of mine that I didn’t want to stop dancing along with you. With the same grace you danced your way into my heart from the first day I saw you, but till now never have you tried to make me dance to your tunes. I loved that about you because you always respected my decisions.
I am really happy now. I want to dance around. But why are you not ready to dance with me? Why do you refuse now? I know that past few days I have really burdened you with lots of problems. I just forced it on you leaving you with no choice. I know I shouldn’t have done what I did yesterday with you. I shouldn’t have hit you. But, I was so angry, so frustrated with life. In that madness I didn’t know what I was doing. I couldn’t show my frustration in my office. So when I came back home, I showed it on you. I know nowadays I am taking you for granted but maybe I got this feeling because I assumed that your presence will always be there around me. I never thought about you but always thought about myself because I just assumed that no matter what, you will be there for me. I am sorry. Please don’t get annoyed. You’re precious to me. Don’t leave me alone. You aren’t even ready to let me mend it up. Oh dear!!! Can I get a better slipper than you?
posted by Vidhatri at 1:09 PM
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